wish I was too dead to cry
my self affliction fades
stones to throw at my creator
masochists to which I cater
you don t need to bother
I don t need to be
I ll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won t let go til it bleeds
wish I was too dead to care
if indeed I cared at all
never […]

bury all your secrets in my skin
come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
the air around me still feels like a cage
and love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
so if you love me let me go - and run away before I know
my heart is just too dark to care […]